Chaoticwar -.-

2009-12-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

Alright! So the team's "ice" has been broken.
Now to face the first project later.
I still can't get used to waking up so early, damn.
But this morning was darn funny.
There was this random guy on the train.
I assumed he was listening to big bang's songs.
Coz he started rapping a few seconds lol o.o
Entertainment. Lol.

2009-12-14T00:50:00.002+08:00

I've learnt to better manage myself emotionally.
Sorry but hey, you won't be able to put me in a slump again.
I got emo once coz of this, and it won't happen twice.
Maybe a video I came across will describe how I feel now.

Unfortunately, I can't embed the video.
Forgotten how to put a hyperlink too, haha.
It's g-dragon's this love, lol.
Yeah, even though you popped out of nowhere somehow.
Hope I'll never see you again, heartbreaker.

I went to sakae sushi with the rest of the team a few days ago.
I wanted to eat sashimi.
Then I ordered... Hamachi sashimi.
Gamers should know the pun. XD
But damn, it's nice.
Better than the salmon sashimi I have at home sometimes.

2009-12-10T18:17:00.004+08:00

Oh well. Nothing much to update lately.
Just that one particular pc game caught my attention.
Gun Metal.
Controlling a transformable mech is cool.
Now there.. it does bring back some memories o.O
My computer back then wasn't good enough to handle that game.
So we went to binhong's place to play it lol.
And that, unfortunately, became its final missing place.
Lost it there with no hopes of finding it back o.o
And then someone introduced me to a software called bit torrent.
Ah..

It kinda amazes me how people compare ve to sunshine XD
It shows a lack of knowledge about both I guess.
Even if I exclude my knowledge about law to counter..
It is still darn easy lol.
Afterall, it is a difference between pyramid selling and network marketing.
But for the benefit of the laymen.. Google ^^

2009-12-05T11:27:00.002+08:00

It feels weird, very weird.

2009-12-03T00:58:00.003+08:00

I've almost forgotten that simple joy, that feeling.
Luckily, it came back today.
That little bit of joy talking to people, strangers at that.
I ain't a pick-up artist, I don't really flirt.
It's just that I used my knowledge to my advantage.
First impression counts, hahaha -.-
But other than that, there's still some other stuff too.
I've gotta learn more on this..

2009-11-30T02:03:00.001+08:00

Some kamen rider kiva soundtracks.
It's pretty nice to me, lol.

Especially the last part..

2009-11-30T01:56:00.002+08:00

"Attitude is more important than facts.
It is more inportant than the past, than education, than money,
Than circumstances, than failures, than success,
Than what other people think or say or do.
It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill.

We cannot change out past.
We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string that we have,
And that is our attitude..

Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it.

We have a choice- everyday- regarding the attitude
we will embrace that day."

I've been exposed to quite a lot of quotes lately, that's all.

2009-11-27T09:30:00.002+08:00

I saw a very long quote somewhere, can't remember when though.

"If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you are right.
If you think you like to win, but you think you can't,
It's almost certain you won't
If you think you'll lose, you've lost.
For out of the world we find,
Success begins with a peron's will.
It's all in the state of mind
If you think you are outclassed, you are.
You've got to think high to rise.
You've got to be sure of yourself before you can ever win a prize
Life's battles don't always go to the stronger or faster man.
But sooner or later, the man who wins,
Is the man who thinks he can!

Hope this motivates some ppl out there ^^

2009-11-22T19:16:00.002+08:00

I wonder what's with this month.
Something has been bugging me for almost the whole of this month.
Worse still, I can't figure out what's wrong with me.
Is it coz of my feelings for her?
Was it that particular person I met a few days ago?
Speaking of which, what she said to me still pisses me off =/
Or was it something else that I'm unaware of?

I still can't bring myself to tell her of my feelings again.
That still hasn't faded one bit, that is still burning strong.
But it didn't matter much whether I care or not.
For there's always someone around her.
It's not a lack of courage, but rather..
I've to set the stage right, get the moves and timings right.

Life is like a stage for us to dance on.
Some dance elegantly, some, their own style.
Just like how everyone's lives are different from each other.
Each with it's individual style, a different touch and feel to it.
Nowadays I just get the feeling that I wanna dance lol.

2009-11-19T13:46:00.001+08:00

I finally figured out why I was in a slump.
Oh well.
Time to work things out I guess.
I have to be stronger than just this.

Frustration

2009-11-17T16:38:00.002+08:00

Something is indeed, very wrong with me.
I still cannot figure out why, but I have an inkling what it is..
I still can't get over my feelings for her eh.
The last time I told her about it, it was a few months ago.
She had feelings for someone else back then.
But now, something's raging inside me.
I can't quite hold it in like this for long.
But I don't wanna hurt her too..

2009-11-14T20:35:00.003+08:00

I feel so weird.
Something's wrong with me, but I can't pinpoint the reason.
I'm not feeling good, neither am I feeling down.
It's as though something's sapping my life away every minute.

2009-11-09T01:33:00.004+08:00

Weekend was fun, lol.
Friday night training, our leader was saying something..
About something that will bond us, like an outing etc..
Little did he know.. we already planned, LOL.
It was when everyone was smiling then he realised something fishy.
It was darn hilarious, haha
That, was friday.

Sat! The day has come.
Had to go home in the afternoon to pack up.
Duno what to pack so just anyhow pack only XD
I saw an ex-classmate of mine at tiong bahru station.
Sitting down on the floor with her friends.
Wanted to wave when I saw her, but she looked away instead -.-

After the night training, it was all fun ^^
Went over to wendy's house for him to gather his stuff.
Then we walked all the way to east coast park.
The weird thing was, we were singing along the way o.O
We spent the night playing games without sleeping at all.
Then we went over to kallang for cage soccer!

Cage soccer was damn fun, especially when u know one thing.
There's no such thing as an "Out" coz it's all enclosed ^^
Pictures and more details on my next post ^^

2009-11-05T00:29:00.004+08:00

I prank called a prank caller who pranked call my friend.
Sorry, but if u hurt her, I'm gonna hurt u real bad.

I can only remember the first conversation.
Note that I called that guy more than 5 times to get back at him.
I acted like a lady over the phone for the first time.
I remembered a joke about transexuals back then.
One of my colleagues encountered it, so I mimicked that.
Guy, "Hello?"
"Hi do u wanna have sexxx" LOL.
Note that the first five words were in my high pitched, ladylike voice.
Then the "sexxx" part was a damn low pitched, deep voice, LOL.
Then that guy hung up. HAHAHA XD

I called the next few times, but after he picked up I hung up.
Then there was one sick one which I remembered getting before.
I called, breathed very heavily into the phone, then hung up.
Next I called again and acted like some son asking for help =O!

That's how mean I can get, if u hurt her, even if it's not physically.
To that sicko, disturb her again, and I'll make it worse the next time.
When u offend a networker with experience, u better run quick.
Lastly, a picture of victory.
V for victory XD

2009-11-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

I read that "If one of the agents is so motiviated to fight for ME, the company would have pocket more than $10,000."

Flaw No. 1, let's look at the amount of sales required for ME.
2 Queen and 1 Single.
$3133 X 2 + $1978 = $8244
And I've not deducted the retail profit given to the agent.
And also not the payout to the uplines.
Lastly, the sales cash isn't even $10,000.
So where does your five-figure pocket money come from, noob?
I was bored enough for once.

To that special person of mine.
I hope u know, that I'm always here.
There's no need to feel inferior looking at beautiful ladies's blogs.
For beauty, is in the eyes of the beholder.
And, u're beautiful as it is right now.
I'll teach you how to get over your low self-esteem.
I can teach you how to get over your low confidence.
For I'm the person who have conquered these obstacles.
If I can do it, so can you. ^^

2009-10-30T02:43:00.002+08:00

I was reading her blog post on love just now.
Something struck my mind very abruptly.
I would prefer things to stay the way they are for now.
I know we won't have the time for each other.
So.. in the end, I've come to a conclusion.

If I'm gonna let things stay the way they are..
I have to be prepared, that she may not end up being with me.
I've to stay happy, even if it means my heart is being broken.
Probably, I can just wave and say goodbye.. Only to regret it.

I'm racing against time, and time is running out fast.
2 more days left.

2009-10-27T09:40:00.003+08:00

Time sure flies, my 500th post already eh? Lol.
Time I got a blazer ready.
Time for a new start.
But before all that can start..
Let's start with a long post of replying tags.

To the passer, whoever u might be, I don't care lol.
Your first tags make u seem like the author of the blog.
The subsequent ones.. who is to tell when all people use passer as a nick?

Btw, putting a lol or haha at the end of my sentences is a habit, lol.
I mean no sarcasm, coz what I've said is the truth.
Most people would mix pyramid selling with network marketing.
That's the reason why u need lessons on reading.
Coz u've totally missed out my point altogether.

My main point, was that there's network marketing, and pyramid selling.
Both are under a common term called "MLM".
And most people mix it up as it is similar.
Hello, read using ur head, not ur heart if u get what I mean.

Lastly, network marketing isn't a term invented by ve.
Google it. It shows even u have a clear lack of understanding and knowledge.
Network marketing does sound nicer, but it's not ur imagination.
This term has been around longer than I've been around lol.
There's also other terms if u wanna know.
Word of mouth marketing, referral marketing, u wanna know more?

And now, here's where u missed out my point altogether.
Of course, the author used to be from the company.
I never denied that the author wasn't from the company.
But lying to others by saying he's a "formerly top leader"?
Please, from the time I joined till now, there's 3 top leaders.
And it's still 3 top leaders right now.
So much for a "formerly top leader".

Claiming to be from a company,
Claiming to be a top man from the company,
These are two totally different things that you must know.
THAT, is the reason why I asked about his position.
Which the author declined to give, how's that for credibility.
A lot of things affect his credibility too.
Another example would be of the amount of time in there,
It takes a lot of time to understand how a company operates.
There's so many flaws in that blog, I can pick it out anytime when I'm bored, lol.

To whoever that roll on floor laughing person is.
I never believed in that phrase from the beginning.
Let me give u a few examples.
Today, when a relationship with ur partner fail,
Does it mean that the rest of the relationships that's to come will fail too?

Today, when there's a bad student in a class,
Does it mean the whole class is bad too?

Maybe u're not a student like me, I'll put it in an adult's view.
Today, when the car that u bought fails on u frequently,
Does it mean that the same make of cars will do the same too?
(It's just that u need to do servicing regularly, imo)

And that funnyboy, it didn't take a minute before I figured out ur identity.

Seeing how my friend tagged on another tagboard is really entertaining.
For one thing, WOW XD
Iron water eh? SO MANY PROPERTIES =O!
But then, two words will be enough to shut her up.
The two words are, "Prove it"
If she reads my blog, she'll know who she is.
Google ionic calcium before you try and argue, lol.
Besides, wouldn't "antiwhatever" mean "antimatter"?
That's something to think about.

Secondly, WOW, drink iron water already no sagging skin!
Hello, u need collagen and water to do that.
Water retention is important to prevent sagging.

Lastly, regarding ur so-called "Brainwashing presentation"
Surely all of us can think logically.
I thought for a long time before I decided to join.
That was when I've seen the results of the products on me.
I drank the water on that fateful day, and I saw the effects.
It took a few hours, but it was good enough to convince me.

That sure was fun, I'll update again soon.

2009-10-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

I think, a chaoticwar will brew up at this blog of mine, lol.
Don't know what I'm up against, don't care either, haha.
I've said it before in the past, and I'll say it again.
Only with the passage of time, will the truth prove itself.

2009-10-07T08:42:00.003+08:00

I think, after a few more weeks.
The situation at this blog will truely, be a chaoticwar.
My previous post wasn't aimed at looking down at laymen.
These people are our parents too okay.

Ask ppl on the street's what's mlm, and whoa.
They'd say a lot of things like investment scam among other things, etc.
And how do I know? Coz I've done it when I was free lol.

Oh ya, to the passer, ur blog, is indeed interesting.
But you can't just delete comments that u can't argue against, lol.
This again, comes from experiences in the past.
That person really needs a lesson on reading.

Did I say I was smarter than the laymen? I don't think so.
Did I look down on them? Never.
If I don't have a life, I wouldn't be typing this post, literally.

MLM has got two sub types.
First is pyramid selling which is illegal under Multi-Level Act.
Second, is network marketing.
Do u even think I need to act?
I can type it all out on how it works, no problems with that.
But, it's always up to the people to interpret, or misinterpret what I type.

Anyone can claim who they are, say what they want on the net.
But if you can't even reveal basic info like name and position..
I see no credibility in this, claiming to be "formerly top sales people".

Someone's gonna get so agitated after he/she reads this.
Ah, that reminds me of a video I saw a few years back.
With a new "version"

LOL

2009-10-06T08:51:00.002+08:00

Lol, I read the newspaper.
One article was talking about a so-called MLM company.
Namely, Sunshine empire =O
On hindsight, I still find it crappy coz of my experience with it.
And, that is the reason why ppl say MLM cannot be done etc =I

An ex-police officer once told me this.
Just like how a boat is only a generic name.
Eg, under this category there is speedboat, gunboats etc.
Or even more examples, under the SOC.
There's the K9 unit, and other unit names I can't remember lol -.-

MLM, under the law, is also only a generic name.
To be more specific, there is network marketing, and pyramid selling.
It is the pyramid selling part that is banned and illegal.
I read that from the multi level act in Singapore, lol.

But the layman on the street just "blends" these two together lol.

2009-10-05T09:56:00.002+08:00

What I think become things.
Visualisation, hardwork, faith and belief.
It's the secret to why people are successful.
The law of attraction.

Most people probably don't understand what I mean.

2009-10-03T01:50:00.002+08:00

Kinda describes the way I feel for her, I guess.
I might not be the person on her mind.
But she's the first and last thing on my mind.
Maybe it's just that I'm too mature for my age.
This torch for you, is still shining on.

2009-09-27T01:25:00.003+08:00

Maybe I'm abnormal, but to me..
The best part of a race is seeing the cars make a turn.
The lines that they take at that high speed.
Gliding over the kerbs, hitting the apex.
Man, gotta love F1 lol.

Well, for one thing, I can imagine myself being in a F1 car..
And then...

"Eh? I can't reach the pedals!"
LOL =X!

To me, the line that a car takes in a race is important.
It's more than just travelling at a high speed lol.
No point travelling at top speed at one moment.
Only to crash at a turn a few seconds later, lol.
What an eye-opener today, heh

2009-09-26T02:55:00.002+08:00

Question of the day: If we humans are the ones who created money..
Then why are we humans working so hard for more of it?
I believe most of us are employed here.
It sure seems contradicting to me when I thought of it o.O

I kinda like this song that I found on youtube lol.

Looking at the subtitle lyrics, it seems a little sad to me.
It kinda describes a little on how I feel about her now.
But man, this song sounds happy lol.

2009-09-24T01:04:00.002+08:00

I remember viewing a video about network marketing before.
There was a quote which I can't remember really well.
But it went something like,
"Network marketing when done correctly, BUILDS the person"
It was the word with all caps that captured my attention back then.

Come to think of it, I am a personal testimonial to that?
What happened today, has been happening for the past few days.
Just that some of my friends saw it happening today only, lol.
I'm fine as long as there's a line to start the conversation XD

A surveyor's pay is quite interesting.
They'll give u a quota to go for.
If you manage to hit the quota, u get this $x/ hr
Which is something like a bonus I guess.
If not, a lower rate per hour =O
Which would be the normal rate.