I wonder what's with this month. Something has been bugging me for almost the whole of this month. Worse still, I can't figure out what's wrong with me. Is it coz of my feelings for her? Was it that particular person I met a few days ago? Speaking of which, what she said to me still pisses me off =/ Or was it something else that I'm unaware of?
I still can't bring myself to tell her of my feelings again. That still hasn't faded one bit, that is still burning strong. But it didn't matter much whether I care or not. For there's always someone around her. It's not a lack of courage, but rather.. I've to set the stage right, get the moves and timings right.
Life is like a stage for us to dance on. Some dance elegantly, some, their own style. Just like how everyone's lives are different from each other. Each with it's individual style, a different touch and feel to it. Nowadays I just get the feeling that I wanna dance lol.
Wenjie
7:16 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
I finally figured out why I was in a slump. Oh well. Time to work things out I guess. I have to be stronger than just this.
Wenjie
1:46 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Something is indeed, very wrong with me. I still cannot figure out why, but I have an inkling what it is.. I still can't get over my feelings for her eh. The last time I told her about it, it was a few months ago. She had feelings for someone else back then. But now, something's raging inside me. I can't quite hold it in like this for long. But I don't wanna hurt her too..
Wenjie
4:38 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
I feel so weird. Something's wrong with me, but I can't pinpoint the reason. I'm not feeling good, neither am I feeling down. It's as though something's sapping my life away every minute.
Wenjie
8:35 PM
Monday, November 9, 2009
Weekend was fun, lol. Friday night training, our leader was saying something.. About something that will bond us, like an outing etc.. Little did he know.. we already planned, LOL. It was when everyone was smiling then he realised something fishy. It was darn hilarious, haha That, was friday.
Sat! The day has come. Had to go home in the afternoon to pack up. Duno what to pack so just anyhow pack only XD I saw an ex-classmate of mine at tiong bahru station. Sitting down on the floor with her friends. Wanted to wave when I saw her, but she looked away instead -.-
After the night training, it was all fun ^^ Went over to wendy's house for him to gather his stuff. Then we walked all the way to east coast park. The weird thing was, we were singing along the way o.O We spent the night playing games without sleeping at all. Then we went over to kallang for cage soccer!
Cage soccer was damn fun, especially when u know one thing. There's no such thing as an "Out" coz it's all enclosed ^^ Pictures and more details on my next post ^^